when someone else expresses what you wanted so badly to tell him but the pretty words just didn’t come to mind at the time. well mister here they are. read and realize your mistakes, your failures are beautiful to me because to me they are what makes up a life well lives and something beautiful. i’m proud to know you and i am excited to see what other things we will try and win at and what failures will lead us to beginnings we would never had without the space the failures left. i love you
uncomfortablesoul:
Just because you fail once doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything.
So Fail. Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be afraid. Be vulnerable. Go out on a limb or two or twelve, and you will fall and it’ll hurt. But the harder you fall, the farther you will rise. The louder you fall, the clearer your future becomes. Failure is a gift, welcome it. There are people who spend their whole lives wondering how they became the people they became, how certain chances pass them by, why they didn’t take the roads less traveled. Those people aren’t you. You have front row seats to your own transformation, and in transforming yourself, you might even transform the world. and it will be electric, and i promise it will be terrifying. Embrace that; embrace the new person you’re becoming. This is your moment. I promise you, it is now, now, not two minutes from now, not tomorrow, but really now. Own that; know that deep in your bones. and go to sleep every night knowing that, wake up every morning remembering that. and then .. keep going…
sitting on a rock at the mountain top
two lives like a stream that split apart
brought back together at the oceans start
and now your here asking to be my partner and best friend
to be my man, sometimes i can’t believe your here
sitting down to toast our future
in God’s timing, i got the yes to a young girl’s prayers
your dripping face, our hearts raced
and in that moment i found faith
to him i am water in the dessert
he is a blessing to my life
that makes me believe again in the God made roles husband and wife
two hearts created to be one… isn’t just make believe
two whole pieces that fit together in th most beautiful puzzle in life
lord help him to remain strong
to be able to lead me, and love me tenderly
to draw my heart out from where it hides
cause lord your the only one who knows me better then he does
needing someone like this is weird to me
and we both know i can be as skittish as a wild horse
Lord help me not to run, to stand out there brave and strong
the best women i can be for him
to stand out in this love under your guiding hand
bring us into the promise land
blue sky eyes
i hope you’re doing fine
as i make my path in life and you make yours.
idk if i’ll ever see you again but i’m walking into love with a real good man
hope one day to have my father give him his blessing for my hand
but are memories still helped make me who i am
what we shared i’ll always have love for you for that
but when somethings not right and the pieces don’t fit
you’ve gotta let go of it
making my peace with any small pieces left from the past
so i can walk into a love that lasts
shall i dare?
i mean on the plus side it means car a lot faster
but on the negative side it mean lil to no life this summer… hummm?
and if not what two to keep?
job a
+ easy job that has just enough challenges to keep me from getting bored, great manager, good music, and discount on already pretty cheap clothes
- it’s about an hour walk, 20-30 min bike ride, and no benifits
job b
+right around the corner, desent amount of hours, flexible with schedule, coffee is awesome!, get coffee shop experience for peets or starbucks, and experience in food handling
-language barrior, tough work(cleaning), and no insurance, no employees to tak over shifts
Job c
+closer by, good manager, fun coworkers, experience and knowledge in lectronics,
insurence if full time, and many branches for more hours if wanted
- don’t know if they’ll work with other schedules, and sales as a position i know nothing about on lectronics which i also know very little-nothing about
contentish
wanna get in a car and drive and go anywhere but at the same time maybe nowhere
live with the freedom of not knowing my future
the world at my fingertips
to be spontantious and driven
to live wihout a real plan
but at the same time
i know i thrive on stability
idk confused
my feelings and thoughts are far from consistant
a huge reason i need God who always is
tired of over analyzing everything
gonna enjoy my life and fall more in love with jesus
in this moment my words fail me
but God you know my heart better then i do
so i will pray
and plea for you to bring glory outta the mess i made
i thought i was hearing your voice to move but now i’m thinking it might have just been reminding me to wait
i am humbled by the realization that even in my act of tried obedience i am flawed
Lord guide my feet
use my hands
chasen my tongue
calm my mind
empty me and give me You
Lord
my heart is heavy today and i don’t know why.
and your not whispering to me in a still small voice of how i am to take action
i want to fix it but i don’t know what it is to fix
all i know is my heart is heavy and all you keep saying is trust me
my ways are not yours so i am confused
i need your guidence and i need your strength
cleanse me make me clean
forgive me for any unkind words, impure actions
renew my mind
and help me hear your word
but more to know your love and trust it through this storm amen
there’s times in life that i think we try to hard to let a person go
time heals all wounds
we hear it so often that i think it loses it’s meaning
we try so hard to let someone go that we concentrate on them too much
their absence, their memories, where they are or aren’t
rather then who we are with and where we are now
we end up thinking about them twice as much then when they were actually in our life
but guess what?
God placed these people in our lives for a reason
we should be happy for the times that made you smile
happy for the love shared and lessons learned but peoples lives take different courses
and sometimes we get lucky and they come back
but sometimes they were just supposed travel with us for a time
and in christ there are no official goodbyes
heaven isn’t as far off as it may seem
so be happy for the life lived in your past
open to the possibilities and joys of today
and plan for a brighter future
but remember
man plans his way but the Lord determines his steps
and detours aren’t always bad x)
Relient K-This Week The Trend (by laffytiffy126) sad how true this feels
